shitgaze:

write what you said to me — how far
you went away from yourself — when you
stopped — noticing — write you lost
your way for a reason — write how —
you come back — how your body was not
made to do this — with you in it —
write stay in it — a little longer —
write what died for this space — and
only what will live in it —
tell me where you’ve been necessary —
the memory in the snow— the river
in light — write you flow — humanly —
write the precise points that touch
the rivers of energy in the body —
enter them — and tell me — if they are
still wet — tell me — where they’ve been
— tell me — who touched you all winter —
tell me who — you’ll remember — in
spring —

[…]

how you unsettle me — how you go
infinite
— how you come back